Lessons

Happy Monday lovers 💓

I hope you are all well and having a great start to the week.

Today I thought I’d give you some insight into how I felt last week and what I learnt.

I had a very turbulent week energetically, I went through a whirlpool of emotions and my physical body paid the price.

For those that aren’t aware, we are currently in the midsts of some really big energetic shifts globally, I’ve mentioned before that the chaos in the world is getting louder but what’s happening to us on the inside is also mirroring these events on the outside.

For most of us, we could find ourselves really confused, going from one extreme emotion to the next, feeling tired, feeling energised, feeling sad then feeling completely happy and content.

Western Doctors would call this clinical
Depression and that isolation is the cause & some could possibly be suffering with this, but in my mind it’s the same thing.

The difference with us being in isolation is that we are in a channel of time where we can alter our minds to receive an abundance of love and to forgive ourselves really quickly.

We are being forced to work with ourselves internally.

The energies that are swirling within us are asking us to face our deepest thoughts and bring them to the surface for resolve and surrender ourselves to love.

Last week, I had a few moments of despair and indulged a little to much with the spirit of the alcohol.
Something I don’t always do and it brought up an array of different emotions I’ve secretly been dealing with.

Following that night, my body rejected anything I put into it. I actually felt like I purged everything out of my body.

It was a WEEK long hangover….

I honestly felt like I was being punished for what I did to myself, I went through so many emotions and had a really big emotional outburst, I felt like it wasn’t me.

After some deep reflection and trying to regain my centre, I found that it actually was me and it was something that came up out of fear and I wasn’t sure why at the time.

What the beneficial part of this encounter, was that I was able to hold this emotion, that feeling and actually deal with it and work with it to move it through my body and let it go.

It also made me realise that using alcohol was not the answer to make me feel good.

In my minds eye I was shown different perspectives and different interpretations of what I was feeling. It took a while to process and some things I’m still processing, but having these moments accelerated has been a phenomenal experience.

If you feel like you may be experiencing some really intense emotions/energetic experiences, it’s ok.

October is a really strong energetic month and will possible force you into submission and make you deal with these intense emotions/energies.

The beautiful thing about this is that the light beings of our universe are working in our favour to help us through these shifts.

You can connect with your source through meditation, sitting in silence, having a long shower or hot bath, walking in nature, doing exercise, writing in your journal, or talking with someone whom is energetically equiped to hold space for you.

If you feel like someone may not understand you, I would like to let you know my messenger inbox is always open and I can sit in and listen.

Remember, go easier on yourself and your light within yourself will always be on, all you have to do is choose to see it.

Love to you all 💓