Since deepening my spiritual practice, these two are always the first to arrive..
My Mother and Grandfather.
They were complicated in their time here on earth, figuring out who they were as people.
But you would always feel their presence when they walked in the room, like they knew exactly who they were deep down.
It was like a magnetism, the energy they carried was strong, noticeable, playful but determined and striking.
My Nanu and I had a special bond.
We had many jokes, he always wanted to know what I was into, what I was doing.
If I was into something he would buy me things to show that he supported it.
Like when I danced ballet, over the years, he bought me books, statues and old ballet movies.
He supported me as if I could do anything and I would be good at it.
I have so many beautiful memories with him and smile to myself about those simpler times.
In saying all of this, I know these two beings loved me, no matter what.
Even though it feels my path has been a lonely one at times, at least I have the ability to tap into these loving giving souls, and call myself back when it’s needed.
To remember that I am loved, even when sometimes my ego tells me I’m not.
No one really understand this path unless you start walking it yourself, I feel like these two are guiding me to just where I need to be.
I feel it….. I feel the love guys and that’s all there is to it ✨
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The Woman X Collective 