Deep dive observation ✨

As I continue to etch closer into my aligned self on the daily at my own pace.

I’m noticing more shadows then ever before.

I’ve been learning to be the kindness and love that others and myself need me to be.

We are not always our shadows, we all have our moments though.

The feelings lately for me have been really unnerving and my dream space has been a little disturbing.

But I’ve had to allow them to surface, to be cleared away and for more light to enter my energetic system.

It actually feels terrifying, but I know it needs to happen.

I’ve felt frightened about this new space, this new journey that I’m on, mainly because of my ancestral conditioning and knowingly being the “cycle breaker” in my line but also because some of the things/ people/ myself that were a big part of my life are now really at a far distance and that makes me feel nervous.

Because I’m in new waters.

What I’ve observed in others is the feeling that they are disjointed, scrambling to this illusion of some finish line and allowing the ego first place, saying “I got here first, therefore I’m the more enlightened or superior” in whatever form that shows up for them.

I’ve been wondering when will the state of comparison ever really dissipate for us as a people?

Can’t we congratulate them on every level that they meet, no matter what level you may be on?

When will we truly understand that everyone has their own uniqueness and even though we are the same beings, finding our enlightment in many of the same ways and are one.

That we all offer something very different and each person will receive it in a different way.

Everybody has their own energetic imprint in this world, none better than the other.

My journey has never been a rushed process, I never really knew what my purpose was until the last few years, but the more space I hold myself, the quicker I receive the gifts of it.

Every person has something really beautiful to offer and this is what we should all be focusing on.

What is right for one may not be received the same for another, it doesn’t mean it’s bad, it just means you haven’t been met with the energy that you need at that specific time.

We all evolve at our own pace and if we can all learn to be encouraging, supportive And nurturing no matter what level of life we are in, we will begin to see the change we so desperately want to see in the world.

More love, less ego.

Fe xx

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