The beauty is in the process

Hello everyone!

It feels like forever since I last wrote anything, so I thought I’d drop a few lines to say hey and talk about life.

As you are all aware, I love to recap and tell you all about my amazing roller coaster of emotions throughout 2020.

The last couple of weeks have been, you guessed it “chaotic”.

I have gone through so many different emotions and I finally feel like I may be at the tethering end.

(I laughed writing that line, because you know and I know that is not the case and I’ve got much more learning to do)

ANYWAY, I have had moments of extreme sadness, grief, anger, resentment, joy, excitement, boredom, motivation, frustration etc etc etc.

Reflecting on the last few weeks, I’ve noticed through the extreme up and downs, the virtue has been balanced, amongst the dark days there have been many light days and I’m very thankful for that.

Despite the ever going emotional cycles of life, I’ve actually discovered a new creative streak & have invested some time into learning and pursuing these interests.

Things I thought I couldn’t do, I’m starting to do them.

I’ve noticed that my attitude has been the whole “ I’ve got nothing to loose and only to gain”.

It’s been a really positive experience.

Through this, I’ve taken on doing a lot more meditation but with diving deeper into my psyche, a lot more has surfaced that I hadn’t dealt with before.

Things that have stemmed from my childhood and also things that have relevance in my “now moments today”.

But as you know, I’m all about awareness of self and learning about myself to be a better version for myself and for my family and essential for the human being collective .

I’ve found a lot of beauty in this process, it’s been really hard but it’s definitely what needs to be done.

Here’s to a life long perspective of seeing the beauty in the process of self discovery and those weird icky moments!

Be soft on yourself today and be soft on others, you never know what another is going through unless you seek and ask.

Lots and lots of love

Felicia

Artist @luci_dami