Life can be confusing can’t it?
The last two months for me have seriously made my head roll.
We all hold this expectation about how everything should be, how we should be as people, what we expect from others and sometimes it just can’t be done for all sorts of reasons.
And that is something I have become really familiar with.
And let’s be honest, stopping yourself from having expectations is HARD.
I’ve been everything from a distraught emotional mess, to an aligned enlightened being of the universe, to a sad and somber sooky lala, to a lighter refreshed human starting new beginnings, to then being physically sick and purging everything from my body.
It’s been an absolute mess of a roller coaster.
Reflecting on it, I don’t know whether to laugh or cry.
I’ve had two stints of food poisoning, the second I’m still recovering from.
My household for the 1st time had to deal with everyone being sick.
Something I’m really hopeful not to repeat because everyone sick in the household at the same time SUCKS.
Especially when you all don’t have the same sickness, we had the boys sick with a snotty cold, then US parents battling with the food poisoning. We felt so displaced and just completely not ourselves.
Thank the Lord we had my inlaws around and helping us out with the kids!
We love you guys heaps 🌸
With all this being said though, the good moments in the last 2 months have certainly succeeded in bringing back my flow and my purpose.
I’ve started a course that is aligned with my visions and moving me forward in a really strong way.
Once I get a little deeper into it, I look forward to sharing some of my insights along the way.
It’s been a long time coming and these last 2 months have taught me a lot about myself and others.
If I can give any advice if your having any trouble through these weird times, it’s easier if you drop judgement of yourself and others, let go of things that no longer serve you and just be yourself.
Be a loving human being. That’s what the world needs right now. Love.
Because that is what you are, that is what we all are. Love.
P.S this artwork came through when I was desperately seeking a comfort embrace for myself a week or so ago and she appeared.












